Commit to Memory

Tue, 21 Jul 2009 14:25:36 GMT

Mon, 04 May 2009 00:57:12 GMT

Patiently waiting.

caroline sucks.

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 23:37:26 GMT

the last thing that i haven't had my password changed on.

suck on that bitch!
JOKESSS!

I'm frustrated with myself, but I can't change, don't wanna be me anymore

Tue, 14 Apr 2009 04:21:25 GMT

Really I love you Born Ruffians.

supah kawai

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 19:47:12 GMT

2008 was so last year

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 02:58:58 GMT

So this is going to be the post that I will have to look back at in 2009 and see whether or not I'm doing what I expect myself to do or feel the same way as I did in the previous year. Better yet I think I'm going to make a private post.

Happy New Years Everyone! Have fun, stay safe!

Foldin' is mah hobby

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 18:19:26 GMT

Catch me at Boathouse where it seems like its my second home for the last two weeks.

In due time LJ

Fri, 05 Dec 2008 00:02:24 GMT

I miss posting on LJ. But there's no time for this right now. Back to Theory I go.

But, it feels like a Thursday to me.

Wed, 19 Nov 2008 01:14:43 GMT

I'm pretty sure that I had half a day to do some damage control with this overload of homework, studying and assignments. I have only managed to read 25 pgs of my book which leaves me 140+ pgs left, 78 indicators, an essay, one weeks of modules, 3 case studies, and in depth research on a piece of art. This will be rather interesting, another day here I come.

Canadian Patriotism.

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 02:28:11 GMT

Isn't it a little bit concerning that everyone is following the American elections more than the Canadian election that just past. I mean I'm no better than the rest, with following the platforms of the Democratic and Republican rather than the Progressive Conservatives and the Liberals. Everyone seems to be much more enthusiastic about the soon to be leader of another nation, with the Facebook statuses changed to 'Vote Obama', which I'm not sure how that would apply to us unless some people have a duel citizenship. I just think that Canadian's are pretty much blinded by American culture. With that said, some satire...

Obama is a sure win.

For the time being...

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 04:16:00 GMT

I was just about to post another one of my more analytic entries per usual but stopped myself. I got to thinking as to why I keep posting entries relevant to my life but in a more nonchalant manner, with less personal feelings and looking at things in (referring to a previous entry) an objective way. When was the last time I really took the time to write down to somewhat reflect on what is going on with friends, school, family, etc. I guess its my nature to not always address my inner feelings or thoughts on a particular subject and I've realized that this has only caused me to distance myself from more than a certain group of people. More and more people get to know me on a level that would be the same as reading a little blurb on one of my profiles...

My name is Nathaniel I like to dance!

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 07:08:13 GMT

Objectivity vs. Subjectivity.

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 05:10:58 GMT

There can be conversations that are more objective in the way they contain a more neutral approach in things. The ideal approach when talking to someone for the first time or talking to someone you do not really know. A more subjective approach in conversing with someone will involve more emotion or feelings to get to know someone on another level. Subjectivity brings more of the person out, allowing you to see their inner thoughts on whatever the subject may be. This post for example, so far, has a more objective sense in the message I am trying to get across, with the definition of both objective and subjective conversations, neutral language, or underlying emotions seeping though.

It would be interesting if there was only one way of doing things. The only way I would be able to talk to anyone would be to pour out my emotions with no sense of vulnerability. There would be nothing complex about getting to know me since everything would be known, my thoughts, reactions could be expected almost to the precise second. Or in retrograde, approach someone with objective tone and never get past that point. All conversations would never get past the general facts, once you think that they would lean one way their words would always find a way to return to its original state. As much as I would like to have a more objective way in thinking, with people it will somewhat always come down to subjective thoughts.

1:32 minutes of psychedelic enjoyment

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 17:51:47 GMT

natalie portman's shaved head - sophisticated side ponytail from thatgo on Vimeo.

One dreadful week

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 23:53:33 GMT

- Learning plan
- Psychology Test
- Patho Quiz
- Pathophysiology scholarly paper
- Art History test
- Art History presentation
- Urinary catheter module
- Narrative competence
- Reflective Analysis

By the end of this week I'm going wild. Not really probably just working. Next week is another week just a little less stressful.

I still got the seeds.

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 00:32:51 GMT

I had this odd anxious, almost butterflies in my stomach feeling today during research. I felt the urge to stand up and do something but I wasn't sure what. I thought that it might have been my subconscious self trying to remind me that there is something that I am forgetting to do. I looked at my 'notes' books and saw nothing but a pile of upcoming assignments due over the next few weeks, so it couldn't have been that. I've grown somewhat of a tolerance for school related stress. The whole way home I tried to figure what it was I'm supposed to do, I have yet to figure it out. I wonder if this particular something was something very important, or something of little significance.

If I have some unfinished business with you (I don't mean it in a take it to the streets context), I will not in anyway be offended with a little nudge or a friendly reminder, it would actually be greatly appreciated.

Tue, 09 Sep 2008 00:40:16 GMT

I think that it would have been better to just not know things that I do not need to know. That is why I got rid of Facebook, but I need it to communicate with people who's number or MSN I do not have. I curse the control it has over me, how dependent I have become on it's uses. I reactivated that bad boy and regret the decision the moment I did it but what choice do I have? Well I obviously have more choices than the one I made but I'll make sure that I do have control this time.

Ignorance is not always bliss, for others.

Mon, 08 Sep 2008 01:30:51 GMT

It may have been fate, but I'd like to think that it wasn't. Baba Zune has failed me for the first time, but it was more my fault, as his battery died on the GO bus as I was on my way home from school the other day. We had just exited the QEW when silence occurred, well not so much silence but rather two boys, and I would like to emphasize the word 'boys', that were situated behind me. I sat there as they ridiculed just about everything from Universities across Ontario, abusing OSAP, Brampton and public transportation. I was dumbfounded by almost everything that they had to say. Hearing 'I'd use my OSAP to buy surround sound', then 'Why would you go to University of Toronto? They don't do anything but screw you over.' Most of the ignorant things that were being said that the time were coming from one of the two boys. I wondered if they knew exactly what they were saying or if there was any thought coming from his arguments. Just listening to them rant made me want to turn around and challenge each and every thing they had said throughout that bus ride.

So many things for everyone to learn, not enough people with the willingness to learn.

Side note: The whole time I was in the bus I had to convince myself that I was not going to pee myself, after drinking a venti passion tea lemonade and an energy drink. I really need to stop doing that.

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 01:02:46 GMT

I don't wanna self-indulge myself in... myself? If that makes sense to anyone reading.

Baba

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 14:19:17 GMT

I've had my Zune for almost two weeks now and I haven't thought about naming it until yesterday at work. So with the help of my co worker we've decided to name it Baba, Baba Zune. I'm pretty much satisfied with the name, although it may have the same name as a black sheep, it does have a good ring to it. Me and Baba are gonna go places. This feels like the beginning of a good friendship.

Things have changed for me.

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 03:39:36 GMT

I tell my mom often 'When I grow up I wanna be....'. Often times those '...' is something ridiculous like a Hot Dog Vendor or worrisome like The Newest Member of Girlicious. My latest aspiration is Diane Salema, not like my mom knew who she was or what she did but I am pretty sure if she knew who she was she'd be a little concerned. Her usual response to my nonsense is 'but you're already grown up'. Although I am growing up rather quick and time is flying by way too fast I'd like to think that I can still aspire to do many more things. I do have a active imagination and would often wonder what it would be like to be this, and several minutes later think of something that would be the polar opposite. This will all boil down to what's best for me and future me. There is enough youth in me to test some waters and search for what it is that I feel like I keep yearning for.